辛苦?

星期六是湊仔湊女的一天. 上午ryan 興趣班; 下午跟學校參觀藝術展. 當然馬騮仔是對藝術沒有興趣. 又累又餓唯有早早退.

一家四口在的士上. 星期六的下午無可避免地塞車. 司機叔叔主動跟我們講 "你地有兩個小朋友. 好辛苦?" 我跟先生一同回應 "依家都慣左啦. 第時大個o的要教時, 仲辛苦!"

司機叔叔反而講 "中三之學要洗好多錢....供得好辛苦" 我登時想 "我真幸福. 錢對於我們一家不是什麼大問題. 我們一家好簡單. 食簡單. 住簡單. 小朋友又沒有什麼名牌. 只要一家平平安安可以了.

Stupid.....

I hate my job.
I hate my rotation.
But…..

I need my salary.
What should I do?
Everything around me is out-of-control recently.

Stupid people around me. Dump Persons with dump procedure.

Ryan & Renee

Having two kids is definitely new experience to me. I always think of having one kid is the best. Best utilize of our time & money; we can offer the best to Ryan. No need to push him too much as we plan to send him studying overseas; blah blah blah…

After 4 months (Renee is four months now), I understand Money can’t buy us everything. Little girl brings lots of fun and warmth to us. Parenting is everlasting challenge. Every kid is individual adorable small creature. Sibling is different from each other. Ryan was very stubble and sensitive baby. He loved schedule, rule and pattern. He resists changes and hates to move forward if he is uncertain about it. It takes times for him to accept new idea which is terrible for small kid like him.

I have to admit that I was too nervous to be parent when Ryan was born. It is impossible for me to enjoy being parent. I tried to escape from parenting duties as much as I can and always kept him away from my distance because Ryan hates to be held by other. As mentioned before, he strictly followed schedule and pattern, he cried when I hold him because he ONLY wants to be held by my mom who taken care of him during daytime. When I look back, I seldom take care of him after work. Cycle and cycle.

However, I learn to be mom when having Renee. Unlike her big brother, she is more flexible and clever. She wants to be hug or hold by other, whoever holding is fine. I can spend more comfortable time with her. In addition, I choose to relax from my work. Working for me equals to bread every month now. If you died today, your company can find replacement shortly; your families will miss you forever. As clever as you should know my choice.

Reopen

This is an abandon blog. Why?

Lazy!
Busy!
Sweetie!

This is the most wonderful thing happened for me in 2009

My little girl – Renee

After completing my life goal (2 is enough!)

Glad to announce this blog is reopened from today!

X-Files

摸不著明珠台節目安排, 奧運後竟然有x-files 第一季的重播.
真好!
見到Mulder and Scully. 簡直有像要好友重聚的一刻感動
回想當年在與爸媽弟弟競爭電視的控制權的慘況 !

其實早於幾個月前收費電視台 (AXN Beyond) 都已有安排晚晚播 (早幾集我竟見到foppy disk 和一面純情的Lucy Liu!!!)
今次我就要與大少競爭英超或是UFO.
當然今日外星人的勢力較球星強勁

X 年後重看, 劇情都是離不開UFO, FBI, 外星人.........
但一樣吸引
究竟是現在的節目不済
還是我已經是一個不折不扣的老太婆
我終於明白之前阿婆在看粵語長片時的心態和興奮了

Trouble 2?

TROUBLE TWO 的Ryan 不是一般人可以頂得住
一. 天生不是模特兒的他. 極度討厭相機
如細少不想入鏡. 你所有的照片只會有他的背面側面下巴手臂
一個字.....型 (扮個種!)
二. 現在如有正面相. 是大家經過十八次高峰會議大大小小人仔協商而成
一個字...... 煩
三. 九個月曉行. 行左年幾之後發覺行再不是好玩
要抱....... 抱著兩包八公斤的米四處走......
一個字......累
四. 經過一個夏天的無數講數會議. 他仍堅信水是一定必須在家中浴室玩的. 當然過程要媽媽陪伴. 沙灘泳池生人勿近
一個字......焗 (個浴室!)
五. 天天決定要到什麼地方玩. 愛民村吉之島公園冒險樂園...
一個字......惡
下次再續........................

九月三日

九月三日
阿仔會變身成一個小小幼兒園學生
全家嚴陣以待這個日子
爸爸媽媽一早已向公司請假
準備全程直擊
勁過奧運開幕
婆婆計劃消磨一日由九時至五時多出來的時間
打麻雀行街還是.......
阿仔當然仍是一個矇豬豬

誰知
一班媽媽竟然提出各幼稚園低班的報名日又來了
最早的一間竟是八月十六日........(!!)
為什麼!
我連阿仔書包都未到手
又要報名
究竟發生什麼事.............

灰